Wasted RM70 on Heroes of Newerth Premium Items

I couldn't believe I bought RM70 of Garena Shells just to purchase some premium items in the Merrick Store of Heroes of Newerth. Now, I have stopped playing Heroes of Newerth for some reasons, maybe it's because I'm addicted to Black Ops multiplayer. The very first original game that I own. I feel like selling this account to buy a copy of The Orange Box on Steam. But it seems like no one is interested in buying it. RM70 wasted.