Monday, 27 December 2010

Namewee, I'm waiting for your next CNY song!

Hell yeah! Your Chinese New Year new song rocks my shit. It's the real Malaysian CNY song, for the win! I actually like the ending a lot, awesome drama, that fat dude really knows how to act.

Sunday, 26 December 2010

Edison Chen is Back

Edison Chen is officially back to the showbiz and his new album "CONFUSION" is releasing in December 30. Yesterday the singer attended to an opening ceremony event as guest and promoted his new album. He rapped 2 songs but the audience was not too ethusiastic; only Edison's good friends cheered for him.

There are 15 songs in the singer's new album and they are about his experiences from the past 2 years. The only Cantonese song "Reboot" talks about starting over again and "Salute" is inspired by the aftermath of his explicit photos scandal. He said he wants to salute to people who support and did not support him over these 2 years because they gave him strength to do well.

Edison admits he is nervous about his official comeback: "I'm afraid I can't rap anymore. I'm not that worried facing several thousands people in Shanghai. But it's Hong Kong here, but after today I have nothing to worry about."

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

King Pepe

Saturday, 18 December 2010

We are youths, we are teenagers, we do have love problems

♥♥ Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before, cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore. Someday later, I will find a miracle in my love life, and the last happiness will come, that is to love and be loved.♥♥

This is by far the best compilation of love quotes I've found in Google. I posted it in Lowyat and surprisingly, some dude was so kind to help me. Here is the reply.

This is just puppy love......forget it.

Time is the best medicine but don't depend on it. If you are sensible and more knowledgeable, you will heal faster

You are so young. Liking someone and being together is a different experience.
She may prefer someone or don't like you, so what ?
Not everyone is suitable for everyone. If it does, this world will be full of adultery cases.

This is the best time to "examine" yourself and check what's in you that is not appealing to her.
Your appearance ? Behaviour ? Character ? just examples.
Then you improve on it.
In future, when you have improved and become more mature and think back, you will feel thankful to her for rejecting you; or else you may not improve yourself.
Moreover you are still young and not a time for serious relationship now. You are going to be a man, so your studies and career is more important.

Forget about having been loyal to her. You mean you have never fantasize on other girls and only think of her everytime you wank ?

Cheer up and look forward to a better prospect.

Take this as a good experience.

Any more problem, just post and pm to my attention. I don't check every thread.
In not more than 3 messages from me, you will be healed, I guarantee you

Heartbreak in Facebook world - The Star Online

You don't have to be helpless and lonely, Jesus is there to love you and will help you in your needs. Because "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. - John 3:16". Go to your nearby community church and accept Jesus as your Saviour of your soul, for that is what you bring back when your body dies. “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9).

What's the price to be forgiven? It's FREE! because it's been given by the Grace of God who is full of mercy that the world could not comprehend his mercy, his love that is matchless in this world.

God bless you, may this Christmas reminds the birth of Christ that he came to save this lost world and reconcile with the sinner for God died for the sinner so that they can live with him in Heaven forever and ever. Amen

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away, behold, all things have become new.” (2 Corinthians 5:17)

“In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace.” (Ephesians 1:7)

A 45-minute suicide countdown on Facebook continues to touch members’ hearts.

“Goodbye, my friend, goodbye My love, you are in my heart.”

RUSSIAN poet Sergei Esenin wrote this suicide note in his own blood and passed it to his friend the day before he hanged himself.

That was in 1925; imagine what he would have done if he had killed himself today.

When Alviss Kong, 22, decided to take his life after his girlfriend of four months left him last week, he posted a farewell status on his Facebook page together with a teary photo of himself.

The status at 11.15pm read “Count Down For 45 Mins…What should I do in this 45 mins?”

In the ensuing minutes, up to 204 Facebook members “liked” his suicidal status post on his Facebook wall, but no one stopped him or alerted his family on his suicidal intentions.

Only his sister Chelvin Kong, 28, reportedly tried to talk him out of the suicide, but Alviss assured her that he was joking.

A few hours later, his body was found sprawled on a car, fallen from the 14th floor of his apartment building in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur.

This tragic tale has been getting a lot of media coverage especially in the Chinese press, begging the question – what do you do when someone tells you that he or she wants to commit suicide?

Student Ariel Yong*, 17, believes that many thought that Alviss’ message was a prank and simply played along.

“Sometimes when my friend and I wait for the LRT train, we make stupid jokes about throwing ourselves in front of the train. But we know it’s just a joke. I suppose on Facebook, it is difficult to know what somebody really means unless you are also friends outside.”

She feels this shows the significance of “friend” or “community” on Facebook: “Most are not real friends. My real friends would really know if I am joking or serious or if I am depressed or happy.”

International survey firm TNS last month reported that Malaysians had the most “friends” on Facebook and spent nine hours a day on average surfing the site of more than 500 million members.

Real friends or not, Kim Chua*, 19, hopes Alviss got some comfort from those who responded to his wall posting.

“They may not be his real friends or close friends, but no one wants to die alone,” she says.

The psychology student says studies show that an estimated 12–20% of suicides are accompanied by a note and people write it to ease their pain, not as a cry for help.

Paul Jambunathan, consultant clinical psychologist at Monash University Malaysia and Sunway Medical Centre describes those who “liked” Alviss’ Facebook status as “emotional voyeurs”.

“People love to hear about what is happening to others and how they are suffering,” he says, linking it to the trends in today’s popular culture.

“This culture includes suicide as an option to past history within the family or significant others, movies, lyrics and media sensationalism. They all have an effect that makes suicide an option when really it should never be,” he says.

But ultimately, no one can be blamed for Alviss’ death except himself. It was irresponsible of Alviss to put up the posting on Facebook, says Jambunathan.

“He expected society to be responsible for him. He killed himself because he was depress­ed, and became helpless and hopeless. It is unfair to pin this on the girl when the only person responsible is himself, his choices in life and the kind of friends he kept.”

Jambunathan believes that Alviss might not have jumped if there was any inkling of help or hope.

Consultant psychologist Valerie Jacques agrees that Alviss was deeply depressed and put his hopes in the relationship to make him happier.

“Nothing external will make a person happier when they are depressed from deep inside,” she says.

What is clear – and somewhat comforting – is the notion that love and the way people deal with its ups and downs have not changed over time.

Jambunathan concurs, saying that les affaires du coeur (affairs of the heart) have been known to drive men to “madness.”

He explains that very deep-level emotions are involved from even the early stages of love such as infatuation right to the latter stages of mantaining a functional relationship.

“How angry are you when you are hitting on a girl you have just met, and someone else is doing the same? (Love) evokes and stimulates the very basic and deep-rooted issues in people.

“These emotions lead to aggressive behaviour that can lead people to harming others or themselves,” he says.

This is probably why people act uncharacteristically when love is the core issue at stake. As they say, “love makes the world go round” or on the opposite end “love hurts.”

Jambunathan points out that while suicide seems to be an extreme option, others regularly indulge in self-destructive behaviour because of failures in their relationships. The “broken-hearted” might turn to alcohol to try and forget their relationship or sleep around to make themselves feel better, he adds.

Julia*, 30, remembers when she drove to see her then boyfriend after they had a fight over the phone. She was at a party and had been drinking a lot.

In any other circumstance, she wouldn’t have driven but at that moment she really had to see her boyfriend.

“I had many near misses on the road. I almost drove off a bridge but in the end I arrived at my destination. It was a very stupid thing to do,” she recalls.

She says that while career and financial issues are important, they are not as important as her romantic relationships.

Nazmi Johan*, 35, says that even tough-looking males can be “over-sensitive” when their relationships fail.

“It’s quite funny to see a grown man cry because of a girl but it happens,” he says.

“Love is the biggest seller. In almost every movie, there is always some sort of love element. People always believe that there is someone out there made for them and they will live happily ever after,” he muses.

Gregory Tan* who has been “dumped” a couple of times admits that he felt lost and turned to alcohol when his heart was broken.

“When that “one” person rejects you, it’s as if the whole world is rejecting you,” says Tan.

These days, he tries to be more philosophical about things. “I try to take an ‘everything happens for a reason’ attitude. When I fail at a relationship, I would say to myself that I would find someone more compatible,” he says.

Jacques believes love, not relationships, is a big reason why people consider suicide. In Alviss’s case, she believes that the root problem was that he did not feel loved.

“Even though his family love him dearly, he had a deep belief that no one loved him and so he was not lovable. So, any external sign of rejection or break up can trigger bad feelings,” she says.

*Not their real names

Wednesday, 15 December 2010

Today is officially the last day of SPM

Last day of SPM, but I'm not free yet because the Law test is still waiting for me. Going to register for it later. Taking it on Monday. Have to read two more books again. 500 questions somemore. Anyway, I've decided to choose Ice and Lightning wizard. Gameplay looks pretty cool in Youtube. I'm a magician Level 30 currently playing in Hercules world in Malaysia server. A good server to train as it's a fucking new world and you can barely hear "CC" or "KNN. Stop KS". So, that's it.

Tuesday, 14 December 2010

11 year old girl gets raped 100 times! FFFUUUUU

THE incident of a young girl who was raped over 100 times in three months was only exposed a few days ago when her mother wrote about it in her weibo (micro-blogging site) last month.

Tang Juan from Yongzhou in China appealed to the public for medicinal prescriptions to help her daughter, 11, who had contracted a sexually-transmitted disease.


The girl also suffers from minor mental problems after the rapes, reported The Daily Chilli.

On Oct 1, 2006, her daughter followed Zhou Junhui, 23, to dinner - a man whom she had just befriended at an ice-skating arena.

Zhou took her to a video shop after dinner and raped her several times.

He threatened to tell her teachers and classmates, and even kill her entire family, if she told anyone of the rapes.

Two days later, Zhou forced her to follow him to "work".

The girl then left a note for her parents: "Mama, I can't study anymore, they wnt me to work, I must go. Mama, I will be back, I must come back..."

Tang lodged a police report and went in search for her daughter.

She said she had sex for over 100 times since she left home and at one time, she was even gang-raped by four men for five hours.

The young girl was given 30 yuan (S$5.92) for every customer she served, while the boss at the leisure club took 70 yuan.

Zhou took all the money she earned.

Police have charged seven people in connection with the case.


Monday, 13 December 2010

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100000th Viewers!

Hey dudes. I'm back. It has been a long time since I last posted on Blogger. And I just realized that my blog has achieved 100,000 viewers after 3 years. I started in Form 2, and those are just hard work. I don't really mind though. SPM is over and I'm bored. Bored like watching someone's shit flying on the TV. You know how bored it is, it is so boring that I couldn't describe it.

League of Legends is a fun game. Having lots of good time slaying idiot bots with fellow summoners. Get the beta keys from Garena LOL forum now. Hehe.

Saturday, 25 September 2010

Jolin Tsai

I'm addicted to this.

Friday, 24 September 2010

Great song

Every morning, my dad will tune in to MY.FM and the DJ will always play this song. This song is the best one I've listened. One week to PMR. 58 days left to SPM. Good luck people.

Monday, 20 September 2010

I've built up all the failure I've known

I regret not being able to pay attention in class. Now, I don't have the mood to go to school. SPM seriously depends on myself now. I'm looking forward to take a study leave, two weeks should be enough. Probably right after I receive back all my Trial 2 papers. Then, I will take SPM and I hope I can do well in it.

I bought a lot of books these days. And I'm not sure if I can read them all before SPM. I'll try my best. This post sounds gay and theres no point in life.

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

Unbearable lag in USA and Australia Server

I tried joining several games by using the AlterIW Server List. I joined a USA server, Team Deathmatch Rust Map, and I got 500 ping. Damn, that was high. The whole match was full of spike. Then, I tried to join an Australian server and the lag got worst with 600 ping. Anyway, its actually a good thing since I no longer have to wait to search for available games using the fucked up match-making system.

Monday, 13 September 2010

Everyone should join in the madness

The late game in Heroes of Newerth is when everyone gets adrenaline rushes. It is that awesome that you would spend an hour just to play a single match, even if it is without any stat. Well, I never thought Aeon of Strike gametype would be so fun until I played Heroes of Newerth. Everyone should try it, I have a few beta keys left so you can just ask from me. But I won't give you. It is so hard to get.

Sunday, 12 September 2010

Get hardcore people

I've got to find a way to go out tomorrow. It is the last day of holiday and I hope my parents would let me out, but most probably, they won't. Anyway, I will try.

Thursday, 9 September 2010

Patching Alliance of Valiance Arms Files is taking too long

Updating the patches and files in Alliance of Valiant Arms is taking me ages. I had been downloading the files since Monday and started the updating process since Wednesday. I've got weak internet connection and it takes 6 hours to download a 1GB file, but I'm glad that I have internet because some people are still starving for food in Africa.

Anyway, I went to two Raya open houses today. I received a RM10 green packet and that was lucky. I really love Beef Rendang. But according to my religion, I am not supposed to eat beef because of some particular reasons which no one really cares. So, theres no big deal about it. There are 7 more houses for me to go but I told my parents I was lazy to follow.

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

There are more heroes to come

Come on. Give us newbies more range heroes with high attack speed and intelligence. I'm so noob in this game that I only play Torturer and The Chipper. Lets see, they have 9 empty slots for intelligence heroes.

Today is the 9th of September 2009

I should do a recount on this. Last year, same date, different day, same shit, I wrote a poem to make fun of Federick. I was drawing a pussy and I didn't notice that the teacher was at my back. I wrote crap in my poem, and it was all about horny jokes and offensive words. You know, all of us guys cannot resist to do these kind of shits. This actually proofs that we are human, yet normal. I was given detention by the school authorities and I had to accept it, because I was a prefect. I had to do community service for two weeks, demerit, I was looked down by the teachers and students, I had to do some pledge in front of the students.

Since that day onwards, I stopped all these shit and I started playing lots of games. I never talk about it in school anymore.

School will end in two months and that is the time when all of us can bitch around freely. I'm still a nerd.

Doctor says he sucked nipple to diagnose problem

"A Finnish court will hear a sexual molestation case against a doctor who says he sucked a patient's nipple to diagnose a medical problem in accordance with an old midwives' trick.

Lower courts had ruled that the doctor had not committed a crime, but the prosecution and the patient appealed against the judgment to the Finnish Supreme Court.

The 20-year-old woman went to the doctor in 2007 for an ultrasound breast exam and told the doctor some fluid had seeped from the nipple.

After obtaining her permission, he used his mouth to suck her nipple in order to taste the fluid, the doctor testified in court earlier.

While several medical organisations in Finland have questioned the practice, the district and appeals courts ruled that, given the patient's consent, there was not enough evidence to prove that this particular unorthodox procedure was inappropriate.

The hearing was due to start on Tuesday."

I lol'd?


Tuesday, 7 September 2010

Removed Black Ops Screenshots to Reduce Lag

I hate it when my blog becomes utterly messed up. So, I decided to remove one of the page elements on my sidebar with the Black Ops Multiplayer screenshots in it. Hope this can reduce the lag. I remembered having an old blog with 26 sidebars and 15 posts on a single page. That was unbearable lag. I thought it was fun to have such numbers of sidebars and posts but I didn't notice that it would affect my blog's visitors.

I want 20mbps internet speed. But I know I won't get it till I get a degree in university. Hope they install fibre wires in Sarawak faster.


If I'm on Tumblr, I would have reblogged Hafreez' post about this America's best dance crew.


Every kilometre you sync to Nike+ from now till 31 Oct will contribute to Kuala Lumpur's standing in the KL vs SG Challenge. Prizes include Nike iD shoes and Apple products.

The city with the most kilometres by 31 Oct will win a US$30,000 donation from Nike for their respective charities. Runners in Kuala Lumpur will raise funds for Hope Worldwide Kuala Lumpur while runners in Singapore will run to earn a donation for Singapore’s Children’s Society.

Click here to find out more.

Monday, 6 September 2010

Adverts: Malaysia Unite for Road Safety

We call upon all students to create inspiring short films based on the theme of road safety. Win cash prizes up to RM10, 000. Open to all students enrolled in local universities and colleges only.

Click here to find out more.

Adverts: Panasonic VIERA 3D Full HD

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Alright. So, I'll be doing adverts from time to time. I need buffered campaigns to run on my blog. Please note that all the links in my Adverts posts are not direct alternative link from my Nuffnang account. They are the original links to the websites, so I'm not playing cheats bitches. I am farming right now to earn enough money to buy a graphic card.

I can finally start IJJI reactor. Time for Gunz and AVA.

Surprisingly, I could load the IJJI Reactor. Before this, I couldn't start the reactor and I had to stop playing IJJI games. I think it was because I didn't install Net Framework 3.5. Anyway, some IJJI games are good. Those include Gunz, Alliance of Valiant Arms and Lunia. I played Gunz for three years wtf. And I'm still a sprayer. I don't get the point of learning slash shot and butterfly because I'm using a laptop and it is not possible for my keyboard to do all these moves.

2 Chapters A Day

I'm doing an early preparation for the SPM, I don't want to cram all these shits when it is near to the exam. So, I plan to revise and study 2 chapters a day. Today, I managed to finish Chapter 1, 2 and 3 of Biology. By this week, I will complete all the syllabus in Biology Form 4.

But the thing is one match of Heroes of Newerth takes 45 minutes. I play 5 matches per day and I actually spend around 5 hours to play it. Well, I'm going to stop this game once the school reopens. Lets see if i can do it or not. By the way, the plan for this Wednesday has been cancelled. No more Step Up 3 and Modern Warfare 2. And I still need to do my fucked-up testimonial.

Sunday, 5 September 2010

Step Up 3 and Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 this Wednesday

Lets go watch Step Up 3 and go Progress this Wednesday. I wanna play Modern Warfare 2 LAN with you guys. And I hear good reviews about Step Up 3. I watched the trailer and its quite awesome. Maybe I'm going to download it from Warez if i don't have money. Fucker, I'm very thrifty.

I Need 2600 Visitors to Reach 100,000 Viewers

Two years ago, I was a blog whore. Like seriously, a fucking blog whore. I was so obsessed with my blog that I could actually earn like RM200 from Advertlets and another 150 USD from Adsense, I'm not going to tell you how much I've earned from Nuffnang. Anyway, I started blogging when I was in Form 2. Now, I am already in Form 5 and I'll be sitting for the SPM very soon. My current visitor counts are 97406. No, I didn't refresh and spam my own blog in Firefox to increase the visitor counts.

It took me 3 years to achieve this high. Owh well, I'm not Kennysia or XiaXue or any other popular bloggers who have 20000 viewers in a day. And I don't hack the counter.

So, what I did to achieve 97406 viewers in three years:

1. I spammed other blogs' chatbox with messages like "Nice blog. Visit my blog too."

2. I spammed in Lowyat and I created a lot of threads about my blog in Lowyat. I put my blog link in my signature too.

3. I harass other students in my blog, criticize them, make them angry and as a result, they ask their mates to fuck me. My blog gained popularity and fame since then.
4. I blogged about horny articles to attract perverts.

5. I posted random shits about how to gain visitors, like this post.

6. I spammed in Innit Nuffnang and created 20 emails to increase the number of nangs. I was banned for one month by the Nuffnang administrators.

7. I posted illegal download links (music, movies) to get visitors from Google.

8. I sent forwarded emails to 1000 people with my blog link in it.

Whats the point? I regretted and I'm not going to do all these shits anymore.

One In The Chamber Mode is now on AlterIW

The Gun Game had been released 5 years ago by some Counter Strike fans, and it was also a fan-made game mode for Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2. You spawn with a throwing knife and for each kill, you get a better weapon. One in the Chamber mode was also released by the AlterIW administrator a few days ago. They are not plagiarising Treyarch, because this mode too had been released by fellow Call of Duty 4 players. The 4 game modes in Wager Match actually exist before the Wager trailer was launched. They are fan-made game modes for games like Crysis, Call of Duty, Arma, etc. It is the same case as in Dota. IceFrog had made Blizzard proud by making Dota. And S2 games released Heroes of Newerth as a stand-alone title. So, IceFrog is Call of Duty fans. Blizzard is Infinity Ward. S2 Games is Treyarch. Heroes of Newerth is Wager Match Game Mode in Black Ops.

What do we have in One In The Chamber Mode in Modern Warfare 2?

There are no teams. Every player spawns with a M9, 1 bullet and 3 lives. Everytime a player kills another he gains one bullet, and can earn up to 15 bullets (magazine size) by knife killing. The ammount of bullets in your clip are displayed on the bottom right corner of your screen and so are your lives. Scoring is based on the time of third death (for example if you are the last to die you come first). First, second and third players are "In The Money", which means that at the end of the game they will get bonus EXP points while the other players won't. Finally, when 3 or less players are alive the UAV comes online.

Saturday, 4 September 2010

Updates on Call of Duty Black Ops 2

Treyarch has set their 3 goals for Call of Duty Black Ops:
1. PC gets every single game feature that the consoles get, but in a way that makes sense for PC.
2. PC gets even more features – the ones that PC gamers want like dedicated servers and more customization.
3. Keep it fun. Protect the integrity of the title through design and post-launch support.

Call of Duty Black Ops PC Multiplayer confirmed:
1. Full feature support
2. Ranked servers where you earn EXP and currency
3. Wager servers where you gamble your currency
4. Combat training against practice dummies (imagine playing with bots in Counter Strike)
5. Theater, create a class. emblem editor, contracts
6. Dedicated Servers, New Server Browser, Dev console, record
7. Mod tools
8. Global Persistent Stats, Leaderboards, Steam Exclusive
9. Valve Anti-Cheat VAC to prevent hackers and cheaters
10. No public server files

Call of Duty Black Ops PC not confirmed:
1. Max players
2. Minimum system requirements

Updates on Call of Duty Black Ops 1

Hey bitches. I'm back with some good news on Call of Duty. The Wager Match and the full multiplayer reveal were released two days ago. I am so excited but whats the point if I don't have a gaming desktop to play this game hard? So, Treyarch is doing a really good job. With all the characters customisation, wager match, new game modes for free for all, recording feature, new killstreaks map perks, everyone is so anxious to preorder it. But not me. I have to go through SPM first before I can actually play this game. I'm planning not to play it on my laptop because I don't think it will meet the minimum system requirements. I want nvidia gtx250.

So lets see what we have in the wager game mode. There are four new modes named One In The Chamber, Stick and Stones, Gun Game and Sharp Shooter. These are four brand new free for all game modes which will be implemented in the game itself. Unlike Modern Warfare 2, you'll have to start a Gun Game mode with a mod launcher or some Alternation mode.

ONE IN THE CHAMBER (Player spawns with one pistol, one bullet, 3 lives) (if you fire and you miss, you're left with melee). STICK AND STONES (you're equipped with a crossbow, ballistic knife. You hit someone, you'll bankrupt that player). GUN GAME (start off with a pistol, every kill you progress to the next higher level weapons). SHARP SHOOTER (all players start with the same randomly selected weapon)

I feel bad for myself

I shouldn't have wasted so much time on entertainment. I should start doing revisions. Damn, I'm not sure if I can get straight A or not. But these two months will be my last hope. If only I could set password on my laptop, it distracts me a lot. I'm really looking forward to the next trial exam. No more cramming fuckers. I'm going to fuck around with this coming exam, starting from tonight onwards.

I played Modern Warfare 2 just now. Few months ago, I was really good at it. Then I got all sensitive about the frame rates as I'm using a laptop to play. I stopped playing since Darren's party, now all my skills are gone. I'm a sadder. Oh well. I got insulted again for losing so fucking terribly in Heroes of Newerth. Crap, I hate the community. I'm a newbie so what people? I play it just for fun. Come on, release some Artificial Intelligent Heroes for me.

Studying Biology is actually fun if you know how to do it. ;)

Friday, 3 September 2010

I'm a pathetic noob

I give up on Tumblr. I give up on Heroes of Newerth. I give up on Modern Warfare 2. I'm a noob and will always be a noob for life. I'm a feeder and I die within 5 seconds after respawning. That is so fucking disappointed. And the community is so not user friendly that I would rather play with AI bots like those in StarCraft 2. Yes, StarCraft 2 is an exception. Everyone needs to play it no matter what.

Like what Darren had told me earlier on, we can't change our destiny. But I can always change the way I live. I'm going to focus more on my upcoming SPM, although I just don't feel the pressure. Its 2 months left what the fuck. Anyway, who cares. Everyone will only feel the unforgiving pressure when its like few days before the exam.

I'm blogging again because I want to collect money from Nuffnang. I'm planning to buy a gaming desktop by the middle of next year, or probably after the SPM results. I'm getting it from a very well known dealer in Miri, StratOS Enterprise. He sells at a very cheap price and that is why everyone goes for him. Buying a desktop isn't that ideal because I might go outside of Miri for further studies. But don't you expect me to buy a gaming laptop, including those with core i5 or i7 as they will get super outdated some day, and I'm not willing to spend money to buy a new one. Plus, a laptop is not for gaming.

Starting today, I will have frequent updates on games and lives only. So, if for some reason you hate this fucked-up blog, then just get the hell outta here. I'm Wilson and I'm a nerd.

Friday, 30 July 2010

Enjoy the little things

Blogging serves no purpose, apart from making money out of it. I remembered the time when I blogged three times a day, and I actually attacked others solely to get attention. I insulted people in my blog posts and I made them jizz in their pants, not knowing that the controversy had helped my blog jumped up on the public.

There was once when I enjoyed playing Gunz for more than eight months, and I played it every afternoon for at least 2 hours, without even getting bored of it. It took me endless hours to upgrade my levels and weapons, including customizing my own Gunz characters. Sometimes, I would just spend 4 hours to look for the cheats and hacks. And I used them in quest to get good items.

These are the little things which I enjoyed two years ago. But now, everything has changed.

Sunday, 11 July 2010

Updating Modern Warfare 2 AlterIWNet version 1.3.37a the Manual Way

You have two options. You can either update the game using the official AutoUpdater by the administrator of AlterIWNet or you can manually update the game using direct downloads from popular hosting sites like

METHOD A (Auto Update):

Download AlterIWNet, version 1.3.37a Full, plus bugfixes. (MultiUpload)

Download AlterIWNet, version 1.3.37a Full, plus bugfixes. (USA Mirror)

METHOD B (Update the game manually):

1. Make a backup of your Modern Warfare 2 game folder.
2. Download Resurgence map pack at
3. Download iw_23.iwd file at
4. Download the Auto Update file at
5. Create a new folder in "ZONE" and rename it to "DLC". Now, your Zone folder should have two different folders named DLC and ENGLISH.
6. Copy all the STIMULUS and RESURGENCE MAP FILES (example, mp_crash.ff) and paste them into the DLC folder.
7. Copy and paste the iw_23.iwd file that you have downloaded into "MAIN" folder in your Modern Warfare 2 directory.
8. Copy all the files in the AutoUpdate folder and overwrite them in your Modern Warfare 2 directory.
9. Run iw4mp.exe and the auto update window should appear.
10. It will run the update in less than 3 minutes.
11. Run game and start playing.

If Method B doesn't work for you, then you have missed one of the steps. Because it is working for me and I just played a Team Deathmatch game in Salvage just now. If method B doesn't work for you, just use the Auto Updater and wait for 12 hours.

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

Everyone goes through failure

My teacher announced that I was one of the few students who had scored badly in the BM papers. I actually failed both the papers and I don't think you'd want to see my marks. They are very bad. Anyway, I'm still living a very cheerful lifestyle and I don't give a damn on those papers. But I'll definitely spend some times reading BM reference books.

Thursday, 17 June 2010

Another hectic week ahead

Classes start next week and we have exactly 5 months left to the SPM. And another few weeks to the trial exams. I have to attend boring lessons, I wish I could just stay at home and do my own revisions as I don't listen to the teachers most of the time.

I believe most of you have noticed about this. School teachers like to use slide shows and presentations to teach the students, they seldom use the blackboard to teach. Or sometimes, they use the government discs (I don't know how to describe it) to teach. Later, they give us plenty of homework to do and if we couldn't finish them, we are so dead. During examination, they love to set difficult questions that most students cannot do. Once we fail, we have to go for their tuition classes and pay the monthly fees.

On the other hand, tuition teachers are different. They don't teach in school but they become permanent tuition teachers in some random tuition centers. I respect these teachers. They don't get paid by the government but they gain their salaries from us. That is why we often see the determination in them. They really put in a lot of effort to teach us, so that we could achieve excellent results in those particular subjects.

Money is the cause of everything.

Sunday, 13 June 2010

My regular MW2 score

After playing Modern Warfare 2 for a month, I realise I've made it past the noobie stage. I'm Level 51 now and I'm proud of it. Anyway, my death counts are still higher than my kills. I can never improve that. And my highest killstreak is only 9. Below here is my regular MW2 score. My nick name is ROFL.

Lets compare to this. This is another score obtained by a dude in AlterIW forum. He kicked ass because he was the host, and maybe he hacked. We never know.

Thursday, 10 June 2010

Jay Chou's new music videos are somehow retarded

No offense but this is my personal opinion about Jay Chou's new music videos. He released an album last month which was entitled "The Era". I like the songs but not the music videos. The vampire music video is retarded. I hate the idea of using vampire as the main theme of the album, it is like plagiarising Twilight.

Wednesday, 9 June 2010

When you have unlimited airdrops and you abuse them

I found a mod which lets you have unlimited emergency airdrops each time you spawn. I downloaded it and I had fun spamming hundreds of airdrops. If only I could use it with the retarded bots. Anyway, AgentGod loader can only load one mod at a time, so screw that. I want to start a server with this mod next time around. Had been successfully injected the Retarded Enemies into a private match between me and Daniel, but it lagged a lot. Alright, that's all.

I hope more mods will be released soon. One of them include the GunGame. GunGame is actually fun if you love to knife. The game starts with all the players with zero perks and zero guns. The only thing that each and every player could do is to throw a knife. Once a player kills an enemy with a throwing knife, he is rewarded with a gun. That's it. As you kill, you get more guns and perks. I should say it is something like a modded old school mode.

Tuesday, 8 June 2010

Internet Protocol Man 2

Internet Protocol Man. It is like an insult towards Ye Wen. Anyway, the movie is amazing and I never thought it would be as awesome as Mass Effect 2 storyline. I am saying about IP Man 1. Not IP Man 2. Going to watch it soon, I'm so out dated I know. I think I'm going to change my nick in AlterIW to 葉問. Hmmm.

Thursday, 3 June 2010

If you have a weak graphic card

If you have a weak graphic card, and you want to play decent games like Modern Warfare 2 or Conviction, then I have a few tips for you here.

1. Run the game on 800x600 resolution to improve your speed, especially when you're playing online games like Modern Warfare 2. Switch to windowed mode if you couldn't stand looking at all those annoying pixels.

2. Overclock your graphic card and processor to improve your game fps. Look for the tutorials in Google, take your own risk.

3. Lower all the settings, do not max out, and you could just run the game smoothly on 1024x768 resolution full screen.

4. Start the game that you want to improve its framerate. When the game is started, go to task manager by pressing ctrl+alt+del. Switch to processes on task manager to where it shows all the processes running on your pc. Find the game you want and right click it. Hover down to "Set Priority" and set it to high (Do not set to realtime! Will cause severe system lagg!) Continue playing your game.

5. Download Game Booster and stop all unnecessary programs. It can help you to optimise your PC for a smoother and more responsive gameplay. It also cleans your RAM and intensifies your processor performance.

6. Don't play new games, play old games. Or just get a new graphic card. Or you buy a new CPU.

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

Beat Hazard, Madballs in Babo:Invasion

Went to buy two new shirts today. Damn, I am lack of casual shirts. Anyway, I saw a sexy little kid just now. Sorry, that was just a phail joke that no one would laugh at. I downloaded two games in one hour, screw that laggy connection I have. Madballs is quite fun but the camera is somehow annoying, and the worst part is, you can't save the game as its non-steam version. On the other hand, Beat Hazard is freaking addictive. I like the arcade shooting gameplay, its so satisfying. And I get to play my own music collections in that game.

Usher featuring Will.I.Am OMG is so not nice.

Sunday, 30 May 2010

A Quick Update on Zuma's Revenge

This game is good if you don't have a decent gaming rig, or if your internet speed is bullcrap, provided that you have the patient to play this game. Anyway, it is for kids but I enjoy playing it, so I'm still a kid. Lets move on. Well, I became active in Innit Nuffnang again, that is why you see a lot of spam messages in my Chat Box like "Nanged! Please visit my blog!" Just ignore them. I was once like them. Being a blog whore just to earn money with Nuffnang. That was two years ago.

Lol, throwing knife practice with Daniel in the map Rust was fun. Never knew that Commando perk is so useful. I rarely knife people. That is definitely my weak point. Vector is good because its fire rate is high. And I can't wait to get an ACR. It is like an auto sniper. Damn it lol.

My Older Post: Modern Love

Modern Love

For the past few weeks, I noticed a change in the behavior of mine towards a girl. Maybe it is because she is extraordinary and I couldn't find someone like her in my entire whole life. My low intelligence has led to this love relationship which is actually a force oscillation, according to my tuition teacher. I tried talking to her, asking her random annoying questions, which do not serve any benefits towards both parties. In other words, I screwed.

When your love or feeling is being pushed aside, you feel like your life has ended. It is all because you love her so much that you can't lose her. Yeah, I know you want to travel your whole life with her, but sometimes, you have to accept the fact that she doesn't like you. You refers indirectly to me. I am directly proportional to you, and when I increase, you increase.

Lets just ignore her. Resurgence pack is coming! Another three new awesome and expensive maps from Infinity Ward, and two maps from Call of Duty 4. I'll post the screenshots of the maps in my next post. Not now please. The next patch will be available in a few days, and I hope there will be a new friend system for private matches. Would be fun.

I have to start studying tomorrow. I'm going to start off with Sejarah. And redox reaction.

Thursday, 27 May 2010

Headquarters Pro Private Match

Inviting players to join our Headquarters Pro private server. Download the new client files from and head over to the Headquarters Pro game mode. You'll be automatically directed to the server that we host.

Anyway, we only play a few maps like Rust, Scrapyard, Terminal, Highrise, etc, as the number of players is too little. All credits go to Darren for finding a solution to this private match hosting.

Game Mode: Headquarters Pro
Game Type: Free For All, Team Deathmatch
Maps: Rust, Scrapyard, Highrise, Bailout, Salvage, Afghan, Terminal
Current players: Virtual, Numbersss, Baguerst, Razyrr

Saturday, 24 April 2010

Life is a waste of time

My life is wasted.

- Have been waiting for two months for the Sports Day event
- Going to school on a Saturday morning and yet I didn't learn anything new
- Spent lots of my free time on Garena
- Trying to achieve the prestige mod in Call of Duty
- Wrote a lot of notes and didn't bother to read them
- Sitting in front of the desktop and waiting for my downloads to complete
- Downloaded a few hundred games and deleted them because I was running out of disk space
- Listening to Modern Warfare 2 soundtrack by Hans Zimmer
- I spent almost every minute of my life worrying about the upcoming SPM exam
- Trying to find bots mod for Modern Warfare 2
- Looking for her

Basically, I have wasted 17 years for all these shit.

Monday, 19 April 2010

Two weeks after the last post

I just realised I've neglected my blog for so long since the last update. Sorry about that. Sometimes I tend to forget I have a blog, because I'm so busy messing up with my studies and Call of Duty. I'm sort of slacking on this whole blogging thing. Next week is another awesome week to look forward to. It is Sport's Day. I can't wait for LAN party.

Friday, 2 April 2010


Great song.

Wednesday, 31 March 2010

High Rise

I find going to school unnecessary. Students don't really pay attention in class as they get distracted easily. Other than that, school teachers complete their tutorials extremely fast before proceeding to the next chapters, and apparently, most of the students could no understand the topics well enough. Teachers claim that they might not be able to teach all the syllabus in a matter of few months, and that is why they have to teach very fast. Everything is phail.

But Darksiders is win. It was released on the Xbox 360 and PS3 last few months, and will be released on the PC soon. Totally unexpected. It is like when Ubisoft announced that Assassin's Creed 2 will be on PC, but still, their awful DRM system screws everything. I am waiting for Uncharted 2 and Heavy Rain to be out on the PC, but I know they won't, so I'll just keep waiting for them till I die.

Miregrobar is awesome. Google the name before asking dumb questions bout him. He creates amazing custom maps for Call of Duty 4 Modern Warfare. He releases Modern Warfare 2 maps for Call of Duty 4, like Highrise and Sub Base. The only two working Modern Warfare 2 maps on COD4 by far. I hope he creates COD4 maps version of Rust and Karachi from MW2.

I just found out that Modern Warfare 2 has three hidden mods. Global Thermonuclear War, One Flag and VIP. Slowpoke I know. I tried GTW and One Flag. GTW is kind of awesome. One flag is just like Capture the Flag, but with a slightly different gameplay. VIP is still under beta but according to some dudes from IGN board, IW did not finish making the mod before releasing MW2, so VIP is not playable. Done.

Tuesday, 30 March 2010

Pendidikan Moral